Betelgeuse

I feel like...
1) I'm lacking drive, motivation and in addition to that a large sense of insecurity and inadequacy.
2) I lack time to think, to make sense of everything.
3) I can't really seem to see how every guy on the outside seem want to get "in".
4) I can't really get the idea of why every girl seem to think that being "in" is something special.
5) Maybe it's time to feel a little positive...